The Clinic *Shadowpook and I*

"No, Ren, If you die I'm coming with you"

"Johnny..."sighed farren. she pulled him away from teh rest. "JOhnny, if i have to die i have to, but i cant let you just throw your life away."

"No, because you ARE my life Farren"

"Dont say that. i'm not that important."

"You are to me"

"Johnny, if i die, you have to promise taht you'll keep living."

"I cant do that."

"I'm going to die one day johnny."

"I will too on the same day"

how owuld you like it if i killed myself cos you died? imagine it. me, hanging from a tree, or with a giant cut in my neck. or maybe i'll go for teh painful option. maybe i'll slit an dslowly bleed to death, in pain for hours till i eventually die."

"If I died would ou feel the need to Farren? How ould you feel if I died? would you want to keep living?"

"No. but i would. because i've known too many people who have died. a miserable life is better then none at all." said Farren. she's turned pale at teh thought of johnny dieing

"A life in misery isnt a life Farren" said ohnny quietly.

"If thats true then i havent had much of one have i." sighed farren

"MAkes two of us"

"no, dont say that."

"I spent mot of my life in the clinci or being rented out by Casey"

Farren closed her eyes. "No! dotn say that!"

"WHy not?"

"I hat ethinking of you so miserable."

"betetr not think of the many time Case held my down and raped me then"

Farren whimper as if in actual pain. her body was tense

Johnny whinced and hugged her "I'm sorry, that was cruel"

Farren buried her face in his chest adn whimpered again

Johnny stroked her hair "Sorry sorry sorry"