Fragile Future *shadowpook and I*

"Yeah, sure, not planning on letting my boyfriend stick is tongue down your throat then whore?"

"Shayne! I didnt ask him too, and i didnt let him! he back me against a wall, adn sorry, but if you havent noticed, he's like seven feet tall, adn 6 years older!"

"Rays hardly that sort of peron" said Shayne, staying turn away. In truth, he needed to believe it was partly Charlies fault. He needed Ray to eem perfect.

"Either am i!"

"Your the slut" said Shayne

Gerard growled "You call her tht again and I'l break every bone in your body!"

"Gerard dont. He's right, i was a slut."

"No you weren't! It was his boyfriend that forced his tongue down YOUR throat!"

"SHUT UP!" yelled Shayne.

"I meant before that love." said Charlie before going over to Shayne. "Shayne, i'm sure Ray does love you. When he kissed me he seemed upset, and pulled away quicker then soem one who wanted it to lead soem where should."

SHayne shoved her "Stay away from me, of course he didn't want you, only an idiot like Gerard would"

"Gerards not an idiot, and your gay, so how teh hell would you know?"

I can tell when someones a useless little slag, Gay or not" spat Shayne,shaking with a mix of anger and desperation "You don;t deserve anyone you fucking slut"

"I'll agree with you on taht one."

hayne shoved her again "Go get aids"

"For all you know i could have them already." she said, she looekd at Gerard. "I dont by the way, before you decide to never loose your virginity to me."

Shayne groled "WHY WON'T YOU GET ANGRY?!"

"because our upset." said Charlie confused

"FOR FUCKS SAKE" yelled Shayne , rubbing his head and crashing back onto the bed "I can't hit someone who' totally calm, my strange code of morals wont allow it."

"would you perfer me to shout so you can hit me? would taht make you feel better?"

"I don;t fucking know" mumbled Shayne I just- I can;t stop believing that Ray's completely perfect, he's the only thing taht's going well"

Q"He is perfect ray, he kissed me before you and him were going out. He was upset and confused."

SHayne sniffed "It's just, really, I only have him, the thought that he had you for een a minute" Shayne clenched hi fists.

"He didnt have me Shayne. But you do. So dont spiol everything with him and just let this go."

"I'm trying" mumbled Shayne "But whenever I try to block things out caue I'm getting teh crap beaten outt me or hatever it keeps slipping in..."

"What will make you feel better?"

"I-I ust don;t know..." said Shayne "There's so many times I just thought of running away, until Ry said he loved me I used to fantasize about killing myelf, I could handle the beatings and shit if that thought would leave me alone"