I'm Not Okay *shadowpook and I*

Kaien reted his head on her shoulder

Poisen held him. It no longer felt as if she was comforting him. It felt...wel...

"I-" aid Kaien, but stopped himself.

Poisen leant back and looked at him, her arms still wrapped around him, there faces centerm,eters apart. "You what?"

"...I love you"

"Oh kaien." said Poisen closing her eyes, her for head resting against his

Kaien bit hi lip.

"Why do you always have to make life difficult." she muttered, her breath blowing across his face

"Genes?"

Poisen laughed lightly, looking at his face and eyes

Kaien glanced up through hsi eyelashes.

"kaien." sighed Poisen, her breath going across his face again

"Poison?"

Poisen stroked his cheeks whilst thinking up something to say. She didnt flinch from his touch or nearness liek she had always done before. She stared into his grey eyes taht were speckled with black and silver.

Kaien glanced away.

"Why do you glance away?" asked Poisen, looking at him, biding her time

"Staring into someones eyes lets them read you to well it's a habit"

"There's nothing you can hide from me."

"True"

"Kaien...I love you."

"Don't tring me along"

Poisen kept her hands firm on Kaiens face, making him look her in teh eyes. "Kaien, you know i love you. You know i will always love you no matter what. BUt....I'm engaged. If it was just me, i'd up and leave mike, i honestly would, because i knew taht if you ever hurt me, i would leave. But, i have two kids. Morten may love his parents back together, but scarlet will hate me for it. NAd if i do leave, Scarlet would love it, but Morten would hate it. I cant.... I dont know what to do..." Poisen's eyes welled slightly, a single tears rolling down her cheek

Kaien looked down "I do" he aid simply and st up, turning t leave.

Poisen watched him, tears trickling down her face. She didnt reach out for him, or try and make him stop.

"I'm sorry Hol" he said quietly, nt turning back "I soryr I fucked everything up"