Fragile Future *shadowpook and I*

"I dont CARE! My life's difficult as it is!"

JAmes sighed "At least your dad cares about you, even if your moms drunk all the time"

Shayne looked down.

"i dont care! If his life is miserable, then she shouldnt make otehrs miserable too!"

"On;y way to cope soetimes" mered Shayne, remembering ho he felt ith Lilly.

"You all think of your fucking selves! You think about how YOU will cope, adn about how YOU feel! Think abotu how otehr people feel for once!"

"I've spent too long learning not to think ho anyoen feels" snapped Shayne "You think it's easy being me?! You think I only think of myself because I'm selfish or something?! Fuck this! I thought if there ere a couple of us e could be there for eachother, obviously not." He said and started to alk away.

"Fucking hell!!!" shouted Garth, befor ecalming down. "Shayne come back here. I'm sorry. I just kinda have blood coming otu of my nose and its my first day outta teh closet. The lights kinda blinding."

"Get used to it" aid Shayne, strangely coldly.

"Shayne...."

"What?"

"Dont push me away. Please."

"Scred tio be alone?"

"no. I just need the support." whispered Garth, feeling vulnerable

Shayne walked over and looked him right in the eyes "What are you feeling? Scared? Vunerable?"

Garth looked SHayne back in teh eyes. "Yes, i'm scared. Yes, i feel fucking vulnerable. I'm gay, and i'm an 'emo'. Yesterday, i came to school in a tracksuit and beat up a gay kid! And i feel weird, and i feel scared and vulnerable, but at least i feel like me. Now will you stop acting like a cold hearted guy and please give me some moral support?"

"Moral support for the guy that spent the past month beating me up and making me feel like shit? You're fucking lucky it's not Gee you're talking to" spat Shayne "Come on, we've got maths"

Garth stared after Shyane lookng lost. He looke ddown, his hair falling over his face, a tear trickling down his face

"Oi, you coming Metalhead?"

Garth nodded and followed, his head down, his fringe covering his face

Shayne sigehd and lifted Garths hea dup with one hand "Look, how you feel now? It's ho you guys made me feel every single day. But you know something? You're not a sheep anymore, and it's mainly for that reason I've forgiven you. Now cheer up, We've got PE today, such fun"

Garth nodded and wiped his eyes gently

Shayne smiled slightly "that' better"

Garth smiled weakly

Shayne smield "Lets go this ay, avoids the main crush"

Garth nodded nad followed