Fragile Future *shadowpook and I*

Mikey stared at her in hsock. "He would never..."

"He did"

Mikey felt the anger build up in till he was shaking

Lilly steped abck "Mikes?"

Shayne sobbed into his hands.

Mikey closed hsi eyes. "I feel so...angrey." growled Mikey

Lilly looked down,nunsure what to say.

Shayne looked up "You hate me."

"No, i just think you have serios anger problems and should start some sort of excersise."

Mikey stood tehr eshaking, eatrs of anger streaming down his face

Lilly hugged him.

Shane spluttered "Yeah, amke me stroner, that's all we need"

"You have anger management problems Shayne. You nee dto see a person to help you with it."

Mikey stayed still for a second before wrapping his arms round Lilly. He put his nose in her hair and breathed him. "You scent calms me." he muttered

"Yeah, ake me even more of a freak" spat Shayne.

"Shayne you are different! Stop deniing ir and accpet it!" snapped Luke

"I just want to be fucking normaL!" sappe SHyane.

"Well you not! your trying to be normal and are stanidng out even more. So stop whining like the shayne used to! your turning itno teh rich spoilt kid all over again."

"I'm not! I just can't stay the kid EVERYONE looks down on, I'm not gonna be that freak"

"Your not a frewak every oen looked down on! i looked up to you! Your my younger brotehr and i admired you. You were who you were and you didnt seem to want to change. Biut now i relise i was wrong." said Luke scathingly

"I'd doanythig to be like you!" said Shayne "You're popular, you fit in, you've got a girlfriend and are already probably gonna get into Oxford or something! In ten years tine you're probably gonna be even more succesful than our parents! Me? i'm probably onna be stuck in the same dead end job with no future and no mates."

"Shayne! have dreams, fuck yeah have dreams. but dont whine about them whne they're not in reach. Dreams are supposed to be out of reach till its time for you to grab them. I was liek you at your age. i thought the exact same thing. Yeah i was popular, but i was failing and everything. But now? i'm doing great. SO you try going and gettoing your dreams. Dont be afraid to speak your mind, an ddont be afraid to take a risk. You have a boyfriend, and you have mates and a motehr and brotehr and sister that care abotu you. Why cont you just accept that and stop denieing you do!"

"None of you were there when I really needed you"said Shayne "When I hated myself for trying to survive, when I spentnearly every night wishing I could ust come home. I didn't even care if dad keptme in the fucking shed I was that desperate. I must have spent half my time out there crying. When I ran into you one day you treated me like I was shit on your shoe, That was when I finally thought I was never coming home."

"Thats why i respected you shayne. You would do anything to coem back but denie who you were. yet i treated you liek dirty because iw as told to. i just went along with it."

"You're the one who broke me Luke" said Shayne quietly "I was fighting for some way to get out of there before that, I even fought bak when the kids at school tried to beat me up. You were the big brother who'd always been there for me no matter what, being rejected like that, i couldnn;t take it. DOn't judge me until you know exactly what I've been through"

"I know enough that i respect you
! have you listened to anything i just said?!"

"Don't respect me" said Shayne "Not this, The little shit who ouldn;t even stay clean for a week of being kicked out, the ki who ouldn't turn to his friends because he was too proud"

"But your not an more! so stop tunring back into that kid."

"I AM" said Shayne "I'm the same useless peice of shit, I could cope with being kicked out and punished because that what I deserve!"

"no! you are who you are and you should not be punished for that! "