I'm Not Okay *shadowpook and I*

Kaien smiled "DO you want to play it in the car on the way back?" he asked, placing it on her lap "We could get that audio book you wanted as well while we're here if you'd like?"

"yes please!" sai Sarah delighted.

Poisen watched kaien. he was liek the ol kaien, the one she ha fallen in love with. She felt her heart give a pnag

Kaien went through "It was the new Jaqueline wilson one wasn't it?" he said, he also grabbed a normal book off the shelf next o it.

"He does that sometimes" whispered Melody coming up beside her "He'll make the audio CF of new books that arent on audio book yet and Givethem to Sarah, Especcially when she's upset ebcause some of the girls ae reading a new book and she can't yet because it's not in brail."

"I've never seen him like this"

"He's amazong with her, I've had boyfriends who treat her like she's three, or thick as two short lanks and she can't stand it. Kaien talks to her like she's a normal 10 year old."

Poisen sighed. "Makes you wish you were sarah"

She sigehd "It really does"

Poisen stood looking at Kaien, memorys flitting back from the past. she remembered how they had met, how nice he had been. how it had all gone like a fairytale till on emonth after they had married. She rememebred how sh ehad felt earlier when she had been lieing in kaiens arms. Sfae. just like sh ehad teh night of terhe wedding. She hadn't felt taht with any body but kaien. ever.

Melody sighed.

Kaien looked at Saah "Anything else? We can get you some chocolatebbut dont tell your mum" he grinned.

Sarah smiled. "Busted." she said pionting behind kaien and laughing.

Poisen smiled

"How do you ntoice these things before I do?" laiughed Kaien "Hey Mel, Hey Poison"

Melody smiled "What have I told you about sugar?"

"Come on Mel, one chocolate bar won't hurt her"

Poisen smiled.

"Yeah mum, i haven't had a chocolate bar for a whole week!"

Melody smiled "Ok, But you HAVE to brush your teeth before bed ok?"

"YAY. Yes mum." smiled sarah.

Poisen smiled. Sarah looked so happy.

Melody smiled "You and Kaien go and pick one up, i've ot some more things to get and I'll meet you down there"

"Yay." cheered Sarah.

Poisen smiled and followed Kaien adn sarah

Kaien went up to the sweets aisle with Sarah "What do you want?" he asked

"Erm...i cant decide."

"How about a dairy milk? That wont send your mom off into a rant about how it makes you teeth rot" he grinned

"Okay." smiled Sarah.

Poisen smiled.

Kaien smiled and picked on up "Oh, While we're alone, what should we get your mum for a birthday present?"

Poisen felt her self get jealose. Kaien had NEVER remembered her birthday. ever. She shook her self, surprised y the emotion,

After feeloing the emotion Kaien glanced over his shoulder "31st October" he said simply then ooked abck at Sarah.

Poisen blinked and stared at him, shocked. Then sh erelised taht every emotion she had felt taht day he had felt. she blshed red

After a period o silenc Melody came round "Ok, that's about everything" she smiled "Seems to have gone well this week"