I'm Not Okay *shadowpook and I*

Melody smiled and closed the door, Walking bak to what she expected was gonna be another beating from Kaien.

(skip to next day?)

(No remember?)

Poisen woke up and went down stairs. She went inot the kitchen adn put on coffee. Kaien came in adn smiled. "hey love." he said grabbing a cup. Morten came toddling out of his room. Kaien picked up morten and hugged him. "hey son." he said twirling him round and giving him a kiss on the cheek. He grabbed some coffee adn sat down. Poisen sat down adn ate her breakfast. after a minute kaien stood up and kissed her, then kissed her sta=omach. "Bye Loe. Bye Bye Baby." he smiled before leaving.

Poisen woke up suddenly she felt really warm. she saw the sky light adn went over to it She opened it and climbed out, sitting on the roof

Kaien was sat, banging his heels slightly against the wall with his head down.

Poisen sat there for about five minutes before she started to sing to her self. It had been a song that had been stuck in her head all day.
"Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you..." she sang, trailing off

Kaien turned hsi head slighly, Singing back softly almost as an answer
"Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you'll understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go out you'll understand

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain!

I know (I know, I know, I know)
I know that you're wounded
You know (you know, you know, you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later..." Some bits, he said almost ironnicly, or bitterly.

Poisen froze, and at the end of the songs she stood up. "k-k-kaien?" She retreated slightly.

"The very same" she said, no even looking up "Seems I'm not the only one who comes up here to think"

"w-w-w-what are y-ARGH!!" Poisen screamed as she retreated to far and fell of the roon, landing directly on top of the car, her weightcrushing the roof and smashing the sunroof

"POISIN!" yelped Kaien, He swung himself off, landing easily on the ground.

Poisen had been knocked out. blood flowed from deep cuts all up tehj back of her, adn a puddle was appearing around her head

Kaien panicked, His fear of hospitals battling jard with the fact he couldnt stand to see Poison hurt. Eventually teh latter won and he dialed 999, explained and waite for an ambulance.

Poisen groaned, coming to for a couple of seconds

"It's gonna be ok" promised Kaien, stroked her hair

Poisen whimpered

Finally the ambulamnce pulled up

Poisen began to cry.

"Hello? were is she?"

"OVER HERE" yelle dkaena nd resumed stroking Poison "It's gonna be ok"

"it hurts...."whimpered Poisen.

The paramedics rushed over and began there job

Kaien grasped Poisons hand "She'll be Ok won't she?"

"We dont know yet." said teh paramedic, putting an oxygen mask on poisen.

Poisen pulled on kaiens arm

Kaien grasped her arm "I'm here"

"no your not." said teh paramedic pushing him away

"She needs me!" said Kaien

"Are yoiu a family member?"

"Yes!" said Kaien immediatly.