I'm Not Okay *shadowpook and I*

Poisen loked up at that, wondering why he had sighed

Kaien ust kept his eyes focused on his badly bitten nails.

"kaien are you okay?" asked Poisen, remembering how he had wanted to kiss her earlier.

"I haven't been O-fuckin-Kay for the past three years"

"whats wrong?" asked Poisen giving his hand a squeeze

"Whats wrong?" laughed Kaien "Everything that ever meant something to me's gone, everyone who i cared about's given up on me"

"melodys still here." said Poisen confused

"Melody was a rebound reaction"

"rebound from what? I didnt know you had a girlfriend before that."

"Yeah, Girl called Memory. She wanted kids so badly it was intense, but apart from that she wa the most perfects il apart from you that I'd ever mt."

"Then wqhat went wrong?"

"We were gonna get married, But we had a massive row and I..."

"lashed out." finished Poisen sighing. "you have to stop doing that Kaien."

Kaien looked down "that wasn;t all. I stormed out fucked someone, She rang me later ebgging me to ome home and I couldn't..."

"Why?"

"I couldnt look at her again after I betrayed her like that. I'm an asshole but I stil have some decency left in there somewhere"

"I know. You even came into a hospital for your ex-wife."said Poisen looking at him

"Heh"

"hey, thats not a heh, thats areally nice thing." she said lifting his chin so he had to look at her

"Be even better if it was in a halfway decent person" said Kaien, lookindown.

Poisen placed both hands on either said of his face and pulled it up again, tehre faces inches apart. "you are a decent person. You just have some problems that all."

Kaien smiled weakly.

Poisen smiled before relising how close they were and blushining

Kaien blushed

Poisen took her hands away, blushing deeper