Fragile Future *shadowpook and I*

"I'm gonna tell Ray, adn if taht doesnt work then i'm going to go up there and stop him myself."

Shayne went back to the flat, glad Ray had set off. He reachedinto the bottom of the closet and pulled out the gun he'd tashed there.

Helena pulled out her phone and phoned ray. when he didnt pick up she hung up. "I'm going to teh school."

Frank looked worried "But you could get hurt"

Shayne hid the gun under his lazer and shoved the extra clips in his bag. He took a deep reath and looked around, knowing he probably want coming back.

"Its not liek any one would care. Kids could die today Frank, i'm nto standing by to watch." she said setting off in a run towards school

"I'd care" said Frank quietly.

Shayne got there and took a deep breath, glancing around to see if e could spot anyone he didnt want to get hurt.

Helena didnt hear, just ran into teh school gates just before shayne came in

Shayne didn't s[o helena, He reached under his blazer to make sure the gun was till there even though he knew it was.

"Shayne no!" said helena from behind him

Shayne looked round "I thought I told ou not to come!"

"And i thought i told you not to do it. but if you are, go ahead, shoot me. I go this school dont i? i'm a pupil, so hwy not?"

"At least this way I'll be remembered Hel, I wont ut be another high chool dropout working in the back end of a supermarket"

"Yeah, you'll be remembered as a killer! a physco! imagine what ray would think? finding out the person he fell in love with was a killer, some one who would rather kill countless amount of people rather then spend another day with him!"

"You think I should just let them get away with it?! You only know half of what these people have done to me Hel, You think I hould just let them carry on so someday they can find someone else to use as a punchbag because I couldnt top them? I have a chance to do omehting big here Hel"

"I know these peole have hurt you Shayne, but they arent worth it. Killing them wont solve this! It will make it so that your viewed as teh bad guy! your viewed as athe killer and bully! they'll look innocent. and some of these people thatyour going to kill are innocent. Kids who are too afraid to speak out incase they get hurt! Now your oging to go and kill them!" said Helena, hearing frank come up behind her

"I get hurt every day becausethey dnt speak out they're just as guilty as the rest of them" snarled Shayne.

"They dont speak out cos then they'd get it just as bad as you! Stop acting liek your above these people! if teh roles where reversed you would have done teh same. Not everybody perfect Shayne! NO body is. So stop exspecting them to be. They've never hurt you."

"But they all treated me like Shit Hel, theyall gave me the filthy looks, ignored my sobbing, just left me after osh and hicronies beat me up. Josh raped me and only Garth helped, it had to o that far before someone cared. Well fuck that, Im about to take it alot further"

"They're looking after themselves shayne! Its basic nature! If you know you cant win a fight you dont start a fight. Simple. And if you shoot one person in teh school, teh first on better be me, or i'm going to do you serios damage."

"What else can Ido Hel? I'm never gonna get any ustice, I'm gonna live for the ret of my life with the damage they've done and they'll all be fine" he broked down, sobing into his hands.

"I know Shayne. But killing them wont do anything. it wont give you justice. You've suffered. they'd die within seconds. When there older, knowing scum liek them, they'll go away into prison. and they'll get raped and hit, adn then they'll moan about the fact taht no body listens when they say there being raped, and you'll just sit there, thinking justice had happened, os you know exactly how it feels. Killing them wont help you shayne." said helena walking forward

"But everything could elnd up fine for them" sobbed Shayne "I have to live ith this everyday whilethey o home and enjoy themselves halfteh time I'm curled up crying! I just want some sort of justice!"

"Shayne, tehre scum, there bound to end up in jail. Killing them now is lke a mercy killing. its not right. And you have ray to go home to. You have soem one who loves nad cares for you greatly." said Helena hugging him

Shayne sobbed into her shoulder B"ut I don;t want to waityears, I cant" he sobbed.

"I'm sorry love, but you have to."said Helena soothingly. "You will get your justice. we'll do things to hurt and confuse them. we can amush them and beat them, we can do anything, as long as none of us gets in trouble and no one dies."